So much to say

Standing on the edge
Afraid to go deep
I've drowned before
It's not for me.
I know what you think
But I keep holding back
Waiting for magic
Please excuse the lack

  Well its not living,
  Why don't I try
  I'm so scared
  To be found out alive
  Its not me
  To be hiding this way
  So much can happen
  So much to say.

I dream in colour
Life's black and white
Unsure of circles
Tell me if its right?
I see rainbows
But still I can't say
Maybe with blindness
They'll just fly away.

  Well I'm not living
  Why don't I try
  I'm so scared
  I'm barely alive.
  It's not me
  To be hiding this way
  I'm missing so much
  So much to say.

       Well I hear a story,
       I imagine its Me
       I can dream
       Of how it is to be free
       But its my choice
       To be happy this way
       So much can change
       So much to say.

  Well I'm not living
  Why don't I try
  I'm too scared
  To be let out alive.
  So I pretend
  You like me this way
  So much can happen
  So much to say.

-TW Jul 25 2011